Thursday, March 5, 2015

London: Nightmares

3/5/15
*Eddie had once again had a nightmare about Oz's murder, poor kid has been through so much, hell we both had. Staring down at the last picture I had of Oz, tears welled up in my eyes* I miss you Ozzy, you were like the dad we never had. *Knowing that Mathias felt my sadness, he quickly entered, wrapping his arms around my body* Mathias, I miss him so much. *tears rolled down my cheeks, I allowed myself for the first time to let loose about Oz, knowing that Eddie would not see me* I haven't allowed myself to grieve him, I only wanted to protect Eddie, from everything. *He held me tightly against him until my sobs slowly ended. Drifting asleep against him, I heard him whisper* "Nova, you will never have to feel this again, you are safe here, I love you, now rest" *he kissed me softly, I leaned up kissing him before falling asleep in his arms*


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